Love is a powerful thing it will make you do things you just won't believe. i have done things i refuse to talk about all for one person i'm still putting my life on hold in the hopes that things will change but it just seems like it's getting worse.! the numorous tears i have held back are becoming unbarable.! i trimble just thinking of what i feel like is going to end up happening.! this is torture and i'm putting myself through it.! my best advice to you guys would be to never be the kind of person that can't let go. cause i wish i could but what keeps me holding on.? the answer is.! hope. and the fact that he still shows interest in me but it's killing me slowly i don't tell anyone but it gets worse and worse everyday.... ::((